You didn’t leave me,
But you were gone way before I left you.
But I was never really gone.
I was always a call away.
Always waiting, hoping
And praying, for you to see.
See, through your various affairs
And mistrust and fears.
That how much I love
And how much I need you.
What are we now?
Not the friends we could have been
Not the lovers I dreamt we’ll always be.
Are you just what my heart needs?
The one who makes my eyes weep
And heart bleed?
All over the paper,
To drench it with our sorry tale?
Don’t blame me
Don’t tell me I started this ending
When you were the one missing-
Missing from the beginning.
I loved you, I still do
You are what my soul calls to
But I was tired, just tired
Of being with you and being lonely.
Something tells me I will always be,
But with you, I’m not hopeless
Knowing there is still a chance
Of you falling for me. Wishful thinking.
My love for you will always be unrequited
You will always leave me.
Call me only when you need-
Need not me but anyone who heeds
But you can go- like you always do
And whenever you are through,
Come back to my open arm
I’ll take you back, I always do.