Worst can always get worse
I knew this when once again
My path collided with yours.
You had shot me once before
Igniting me into a star
That you visit in your lonely hours.
Little did you realize I was burning in the core
As you sought me in your miseries.
I was burning for you in the darkness
That you forced me into.
I was always at the tip of your figures
And you played far too well with me
Oh you did. You played with me.
Like the thunder with birds
Deceiving them to believe
In the arrival of the rain
Promising them an end to drought
You promised me those fake
words and vows.
From the tip of my fingers
till the corner of my heart
I had made a space for you.
I engraved your name
On every cell of my being
I have enchanted your name
in the hopes of your love.
I made a god out of you.
I had sadly, truly loved you.
Your fingers like flames
Had spread smoothly over my flesh.
I like an ugly moth
Thought you were the light of my life,
But all you did was melt my skin
And burn my soul to ashes
And out of ashes like the phoenix
I thought I can rise
Build a new life in grey
Cement it with sweat and the blood
That flows from wounds you keep opening
Time and again.
But I didn’t.